I just deleted everything I blogged the other day because I realized that all I was doing was finding excuses for being fat. I was justifying it in my mind. I was complaining (whining) about how hard it is to lose weight and keep it off. I had so, so many excuses! It is but that's not the point.
I had an epiphany.
I need to stop whining.
I need to stop making excuses.
If I don't like something about my life, I need to man the fuck up and change it!
This applies to much more than going on a diet.
I realized that all of my excuses and complaints about how hard it is, were getting in the way of my actually doing anything about the very thing I was unhappy about. My excuses and complaints are obstacles to my moving forward in a positive direction.
It has to stop!
Time to man the fuck up and deal!!
This is why I write. It helps things crystalize in my brain and every now and then a light bulb turns on.
